Thursday, August 27, 2009

doubt...

it has been a month and 10 days.... all the while....i thought i am fine~ i thought i am strong~ i thought i will be generous and poise that i really dont mind, dont care anything about him... but since uni reopen until now, after the every facts i saw... everything i heard about him and her,i doubt what i 'thought' before... and the only one thing i realised is that... i am defeated.hahaha...

i don't know what i mind, what i care...i just know that the moment i saw the back of her nestle on his, i was asking myself.... is he the one that i know before...? although the broke up was already something more than a month ago.... but, is Love... something can be developed so fast...? or that is all not only happened just a month ago... but maybe a longer time before...?

hahaha... i know i am being idiotic to make all these assumptions and all the 'maybe', 'if' statements... really feel like crying out like a mad girl, but..... there is just no more tears for him..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

3 comments:

Celeste said...

You're damn contradicting! The content's like so emo but yet you "haha" all the way. I dont know what emotion to use when reading your post leh. Lol!
Anyway, don't think so much la! I know it's hard, but you know you can do it. =)

Jalene said...

cause i found myself stupid mah~~ 'hahaha' makes this post happier~~

chia ee said...

da jie..u will b fine..we will always b der for u..n i assume ur "haha" is trying 2 cover ur happiness..i noe cos i do dat too..well..life still goes on..no matter how tough e life is..jia u..n tk care of urself..