how come....?

it has been a week since last friday...... for a week... i found it ironic n how stupid i am...

or i shouldn't use the word 'stupid'... is just ....i don't know...

evert time,after a long afternoon work ,the first thing i do is to take back my hp and check if there is any new messages before i keep it in the locker. but too bad.... last friday... when i took back my hp, the screen was black~ out of battery... i was like... shit, i haven't know whether are you going to wait for me at the bus stop or not... argh.... but fine...i then walked toward the bus station and wait for the bus to back to clayton... who knows.... the bus delayed!!! all along the way back to clayton...i was so worried that you might be waiting at the bus station for too long as i cant even contact you that the bus was late and the day was really cold... though....i hope i could see you waiting there... but the fact is.... i didn't see any of the familiar figure when i get off from the bus ... i have to admit that... at that moment... i was some kind of disappointed... however, i told myself, its fine, cause i didn't let u know when i got on to the bus from box hill... 

walking back alone in the dark and freezing winter night... i walked at a super fast speed, the only thing i was thinking at that time was to reach home as soon as possible to charge my hp and see if there is any messages from you...

and finally...i reached home... my phone charged... on... and there was message from you... but i rather i didn't receive the message... i know you were headache, and even though you did ask me to wake you up, but you know...i wont.

Actually... nothing big deal about this thing.... just when i think back.... it was like a bit ironic... that i was so looking for a familiar figure to be at the bus loop even you are not informed... hahaha .... thats funny... like i was thinking and worrying so much that in fact... there is nothing to be worried.

the question is .... since when... Jalene Tan become so stupid...???