sorry about that...

it was a sleepless night again.... last night..... the whole night.... i was thinking about what can i do to make all this better...

In your eyes...i might be the same with those girls who is willful, and likes to simply throw their tantrum. and i admit, i am.

I know it was my fault that i shouldn't promise the boss to carry on the job... but do you know that it was so disappointed when you told me that 'don't ever complain with you about the job anymore'...

Yes. You're right. thats my own decision and i might again meet something unhappy on the job.... but.... if i don't talk to u .... who else should i talk to..? sherroy? gigi?... then you will said that i keep everything from you again...

Maybe for you.... i am being too dependent.... and rely on you... how independent you want me to be???

if i would like to do everything on my own, bear every happy or unhappy things on my own .... which will not make you feel hard...

Why not.... we just go our own way......

untill you find someone who are independent enough and won't make you feel hard for it...

i know you don't like things that are troublesome.... and maybe for you....i am one of them.... one of the troubles...

i love you.... but i don't want to be a burden of you.....

just let go when you're ready...... i am sorry about that.... sorry about anything i did that makes you feel hard....