since when.... the feeling is not there... i wish i could know what is the problem?
is it because of i am too passive? or is it i am too demanding? or i am not considerate enough?
i don't know since when.... everytime... when i am trying to change my attitude , i am worrying about what you will feel of it...
seems like games, online movies... meant more to you... of course i am not saying that you don't care of me as you always told me that you actually care. and i believe.... because you say so.
Aren't girls who are in love are always emotional? feeling super happy this minute, and furious with their bf the next seconds because of some small things.... i felt that too... is FELT...
but since when....? the feeling wasn't there....
one question i keep asking myself... am i too demanding..?
but the thing is... even a call from you.... makes me happy... an Offer of whether got to wait for me is enough to makes me feel concerned.... but most of the time..... i feel that ......... and then... when people ask me about your whereabout... i will start making up excuses ... i am really tired of it...
i would like to tell you i miss you sometimes...... but you might be thinking that i am too rely on you...
i was once... used to be alone... i will think that i am very tough by doing everything by myself without relying on others... but since when... i become so dependent...?
why is our memories so limited........... what can i do to change all this and make it better...?
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